December 25, 2008

Optimistic Mentality

This is just an old song I wrote I believe last year or early this year. Inspired by some of my fave lyrics and quotes so some lines may seem familiar.


Optimistic Mentality

I’m living in a world
Where dreams are reality
All suffering is sweet
It’s my morality

Life’s a joke
Some wait for a punch line
Others laugh out loud
It’s all a trick of the mind

The world’s full of lies
Nothings ever true
People say things change
But those are the ones you can see right through

Life’s a joke
Some wait for the punch line
Others laugh out loud
I think it’s all a trick of the mind

Make life miserable
You’re a heart breaker
Just like everyone else
A true faker

Live it up
Like life’s going out of style
Don’t ever fake it
It’s been a game all the while

Posted on 12/25/2008 7:32 PM Comments (1)

April 6, 2008

30 Things About Me You May Not Know

So I was tagged by troublemaker99 and here is MY list of "stuff."

  1. I play bass guitar.
  2. I want to be in a badn one day w/ my sis,cousin, and bff. 
  3. I think british accents on guys are the hottest thing since sliced bread. 
  4. I plan to own a record company when I get older. 
  5. My brother's roomate is my new hero.
  6. I don't think school is that bad, just boring.
  7. I change the background on my phone almost weekly (usually more).
  8. Of the seven concerts I've seen, two of them were Clay Akien.
  9. I completely L-O-V-E Disney Movies!
  10. When I sit/stand normally my head tilts to the left (your right, if your looking at me).
  11. I have to peep ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!! (so random and TMI but, it's true!)
  12. My life goal is to meet FOB before I (or they) die.
  13. I never heard Take This To You Grave until last summer. (Except the singles off that CD)
  14. My dad worked for the president as a security gaurd.
  15. I can be really jealous of people at times.
  16. Some of my inside jokes are so stupid I don't even get them.
  17. When I go to the doctors office, when nobody's looking, I like to play with the little kid toys.
  18. I wish that I could live in the city in the Uglies, Pretties, Specials, & Extras series.
  19. I'm really not as smart as people think.....honestly, I'm pretty stupid.
  20. The first concert I went to was the Monkee's fare-well tour and I was only five.
  21. My favorite books are all children's books.
  22. When I'm bored, I'll sit in my room (or in class) and come up with random day-dreams that carry on for months.
  23. Pete Wentz is my role model.
  24. I don't think I can think of 5 more things about me that are actually interesting.
  25. I've stayed up for over 25 hours twice.
  26. If you are ever around me in the morning right after I wake up, don't talk to me until I say you can, I get cranky.
  27. I am possibly the weirdest, strangest person on the planet.
  28. I'm going to name one of my kids after the ghost rider, Jesse/Johnny Balze (can't rememebr which it is).
  29. My life revolves pretty much around music. With out it, I would die.
  30. My friends are the reasons why I get up in the morning.

I'm tagging: mcrmyxobeccaxo, paintthepictureonsilence, gut152, and marksthespot60


Posted on 04/06/2008 8:17 PM Comments (3)

January 18, 2008

How sexy is your name?

HOW SEXY IS YOUR NAME?

add the letters in your first name using the numbers below =) And write it at the bottom! And re-post it with "HOW SEXY IS YOUR NAME"

*under 60 points= not too sexy
*from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy
*over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!!
*beyond 600= beyond verry verry verry sexy!!!!


A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23

1.Chloe-344 VERY sexy!

2.Katie-964 Beyond very very very sexy

 


Posted on 01/18/2008 2:47 PM Comments (4)

October 31, 2007

Here's my new philosophy.

Fall head over heals in love with someone, and then have them break your heart and leave you. Proceed to drink copious amounts of whiskey and gin along with smoking cigars like they were candy. During that time you should be able to write amazing lyrics, lord knows a lot of the best albums have been written when the writer was in complete misery.

 

 

 

 


Posted on 10/31/2007 4:26 PM Comments (2)

October 4, 2007

Gansta' Romeo and Juliet

So, in English class we are reading Romeo and Juliet.To help us understand it, my teacher assigned us groups and certain lines from the famous balcony scene to act out. Along with that, we had to act it w/ a certain accent/genre. One group was brittish, one was a soap opera, red neck, ect. Well, with my luck, my group got "gangsta." My group had one guy, Chris, and 2 girls, Sydney and I. So we figured Chris would play Romeo, and the girls would split up Juliet (or we would just figure something out). So we each re-write a few lines and are ready to act it out the next day (today). But when we get to English class, Chris supposidly "can't talk." So Sydney has to play Romeo and I play Juliet. It was pretty hilarious.The script goes from somewhat gansta' to Extreem Gansta'.
Here is our script:

Juliet: How'd you get in dis place? And why you here anyway?
These walls be crazy tall and impossible to get up.
This wall also be where you gunna die cause of who you are
If you get caught by my mama!

Romeo: I came over here cuz you my gurl.
I love you babe and nothin' can change that.
And whatever love can do, it will do.
Your stupid gaurds can't stop me.

Juliet:If dey see you, dey gunna pop you wit der gat. * A gat is a gun*

Romeo: Yo, one mad face from you is worse
den twenty playas wit gats,
just look at me good and I'll smak dem if dey hatin'!

isn't it great! *haha NOT!*

Posted on 10/04/2007 5:40 PM Comments (0)

September 21, 2007

Another Emo Journal (not really)

ok so i've been going on youtube lately watching every FOB video I can find. And I've seen so many from the past few tours it really makes me miss them. I really want to go to the YWT tour but my parent's said that it's too much money and i just wetn to on less than 6 months ago. So I'm hoping that Fall Out Boy will some how find out about me wanting to go but not having enough money and then giving me free tickets, VIP passes, giving us a ride in their tour bus ( so we don't have to pay for gas) and leting us stay w/ them in their tour buss so we don't have to stay in a hotel. Like that'll ever happen. But if only it would.
Posted on 09/21/2007 12:27 PM Comments (3)

September 19, 2007

Ok nobody's going to read this unless your extremley bored

Ok so I normaly write this in a note and give it to my best friend but she's probably tired of reading about my feeelings, so I'm writing it here instead. So basically this is just a way to get my feeling out. I'm completely in love with this guy who has no idea that I exist, like no joke he has no idea. And I can't concentrate in school and I'm falling like all my clases cuz all i can think about is him. and there's no way that i'll ever have a chance with him. and there is no way for me to stop thinking about him. I've fallen into the deepest hole ever that's impossible to get out of. I know everyone says " I feel like we were ment to be" blah blah blah but I really feel that way. Have you ever felt something is completely right and supposed to happen but you know it never will? Well that's how i feel. I know this is probably not making anysense at all, especially with my bad spelling but, I don't care. I think I will die if nothing ever happens between us and i just want to know if me obsessing over him is a sign,saying we are meant to be or not. But he'll never know who the hell i am and "we" will never be. I'm trying to keep the lyric writing part of me out of this but it can't help it. I'm a born song writer. And another thing, I really want to start a band. And  my sister, bff, and cousin came up with a fake band called " Footprints In the Sand" and we have a cd title, "Heart Leaves and Broken Trees", but they all think of it as a joke. But I can play bass, my sister can sing amazingly, my friend will do back up and play electric and my cousin could learn to play drums, and I'd write the lyrics. But they think of it all as a game, but to me it's real. I feel like it's meant for me to be in a band cuz playing bass and writing lyrics is my passion in life. But I know nothing about being in a band or writing the actual music or anything else you need to know about making/ being in a band. And getting in to show biz is hard and almost impossible. Only if wishes and dreams could come true.

 

Love,

Car CrAsHeD Heart


Posted on 09/19/2007 5:44 PM Comments (0)
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